How to rewrite my life book? How to remove the silly parts of it? Or should we keep it all as souvenirs?

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Verse1:
Silly time I was in love, I ran away cuz that hurt, I didn't cry for us, I don't care if you left first
Dazzling eyes lighted my world, long time ago you were here, we held hands together, then you said no no no it's all over

Pre-chorus:
But why I keep thinking of you still beside me
The pages of my life book start to remove you from every chapter
Now I'm getting tired of diving into dark deep
I cannot be waiting for you to say the word you loved me too 

Chorus:
Too hard to hold you, you still have a place in 
In my heart, yes I know, I'm just being silly
I'm silly, I'm silly, I'm silly

Verse2:
Silly me and perfect you, we not matched, it's kinda blue, I had tried to learn, I don't mean you didn't give a care
Oh I took a flight to the place where you lived, but you weren't there, we were lying together, then you said no no no it's all over

Pre-chorus:
But why I keep thinking of you still beside me
The pages of my life book start to remove you from every chapter
Now I'm getting tired of diving into dark deep
I cannot be waiting for you to say the word you loved me too 

Bridge(x2):
Silly me, silly me, silly me, baby
Silly time, silly time, silly time, yeah yeah
I ran away cuz it hurt

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