The Bible, the gun, the pills

Verse

I’m locked in a room with no windows.

Trapped with the voice in my head.

I scream but there’s no one listening.

Monsters live under my bed.

Pre chorus

Stuck in a web of deceit.

Woven from little white lies.

Perched on the edge of defeat.

Thinking of taking my life.

Chorus

Bible before me

Gun in my hand.

A bottle of pills.

All kill a man.

Verse

I’m struggling for my sanity.

I’m paralyzed by my fear.

Failure has stolen my confidence.

The thought of death brings no tears.

Pre chorus

Stuck in a web of deceit.

Woven from little white lies.

Perched on the edge of defeat.

Thinking of taking my life.

Chorus

Bibles before me

Gun in my hand.

A bottle of pills.

All kill a man.

Verse

My struggles only bring more trouble.

So why should I try at all?

Living is fighting a losing cause.

Fear builds taller walls.

Pre chorus

Stuck in a web of deceit.

Woven from little white lies.

Perched on the edge of defeat.

Thinking of taking my life.

Chorus

Bible before me

Gun in my hand.

A bottle of pills.

All kill a man.

Verse

I’m feeling guilty feeling hopeless.

The landslide is coming down.

it’s gonna bury me, bury me.

With no hope of being found.

Bridge

I talked to the preacher, he spoke of god.

Told me he’d save my soul.

I prayed like he told me, did me no good.

From here, where do I go?

Pre chorus

Stuck in a web of deceit.

Woven from little white lies.

Perched on the edge of defeat.

Thinking of taking my life.

Chorus

Bible before me

Gun in my hand.

A bottle of pills.

All kill a man.